Yesterday I was not feeling good. I was feeling very sad and
confused, and the worst part is, there was no reason behind this. I woke up
early for work, just wore my abaya; no makeup, no groom up. I was watching me
in the mirror, pale sad face. I was sitting on my couch. Trying to think why I
am feeling this way. Alhamdulillah I have everything I wanted. My own room, my
loving husband, good relaxed job, nice cold weather but still I am feeling sad.
Still I didn’t get why I started to feel like this. Is there any hormonal
change going inside me? I tried to control my emotion, tried to hide my tears.
There’s no way to make my day sucked without any valid reason. Just on that
time Bonny (my husband)wokeup and saw me in this condition. He became worried. He
asked me several times, why I am so sad; but I couldn’t answer. My office
driver gave me call and I have to run to get my transport.
In the afternoon, during my lunch break I came to my room. I
have 3hours long break. So I prefer to be at room, to be relaxed. I watched TV,
prayed my Zuhr prayer and took a little nap. I got up on my set up alarm time
and got ready for work. At that time I suddenly saw a small yellow note. Yes, a
small yellow note that changed my whole day. Bonny wrote a small note saying’ “I
love you Babyta”. That small note was having my all solutions. It brought smile
on my face, thanked my Allah for gifting me such a wonderful person as my
life-partner. Felt so much blessed that I never felt before. I also gave him a
answer saying, “ I love you too kolizata (heart)”.
We all are happy, but we don’t realize. Happiness only comes
with realization. It never takes so much money to make someone happy, your
little effort can bring smile to anyone’s face. Yes, it’s true: Small thing can
bring Big smile.
